Neera: Oi don’t even have the energy or care to be angry at dis point….

And ‘tis not dat funny, Ruso.

I just don’t.  I don’t I’ve achieved anything “great” to be honest.  I really haven’t done anything special with my life y’know.

1. Sexual orientation.
Bisexual

3. The one person whose arms I’d like to be in.
My crush’s

5. A description of my self-esteem.
“Piss-poor”, “Buried 12 feet deep”

7. My favorite book.
“Their Eyes Were Watching God”

9. A description of my best friend.
An over-dramtic chick with a big voice who sometimes doesn’t know when to keep her mouth shut.  But she’s extrmemly accepting, a very affable person and when she says she has your back, best beleive she has your back.  I would trade her for anything in the world.

11. Someone I miss.
No one really

13. What I did yesterday.
Wake up, eat food, get yell at by parents, cry in feetle position, contemplate whether or not to live (AGAIN), get re-assured by friends, continue to talk to said friends, read Madoka Magica manga, draw Kuubey, sleep.

15. A description of the person I dislike most.
A bitch who’s more immature than me and honestly needs to know when to let go.  She’s over-dramatic and frankly never see’s her faults.  She’s quick to blame others rather than look at her own faults for once, and she thinks she can do no wrong.

17. How my last kiss went down.
Never been kissed, unfortunately.

19. All of the pets I’ve ever had.
2 cats and one dog.  Also a Turtle and 2 Goldfish.

21. The one place I want to be right now.
In the arms of someone I love.

23. Where I have lived before.
Canarsie in Brooklyn.  Not the best place to live to be honest…

25. What are my future plans?
Don’t have any.  Except go to college.  Can’t predict the future y’know.  Besides I try to not have plans.  The always go awry anyway.

27. What I’m doing tomorrow.
Nothing productive that’s for sure.

29. Most embarrassing moment.
I’m a walking embarrassment. So everyday of my life.

31. What I would do if I won the lottery.
Donate a bunch of it to some charities.  Pay back my parents to the best of my ability.  And maybe just use it splurge on a few unnecessary things.  I dunno.

33. What I love most about myself.
Yeah…skipping this question, haha~

35. What bands I’ve seen live.
None.

37. My idea of a perfect date.
Hmm…I’m going to go with the assumption that money is no object and that me and my significant other can go anywhere in the world.  That beign said, be prepared for a bunch of stupid overly-romatic bullshit.

I mean, I always fantasise about what my “perfect date” would be.  And in all reality, that’d just be doing whatever my future significant other wants.  But given the choice, I’d spice things up a bit ;)

Picture this: You have you lover in front of you.  Your hands are in front of their eyes as so they don’t see anything, but you are careful to guide them.  maing sure they don’t mistep and injure themselves. Your walking down the boardwalk and suddenly the flinch.  They didn’t expect the bottoms their feet to meet the silky texture of sand.  You remove your hands and their mouth drops in surprise.  In front of them, a path made my lit scented candles on each side, leading to a single table.  A table adorned with a white cloth and elegant china and another trio of candles to give it a little flare. Above the table, fairy lights as to provide the perfect ambiance for the night.  The two of you walk toward the table, you pull out your lover’s seat as to allow them sit and you take your seat across from them.  And then you chat and eat the night away.

I have other ideas but this is too long as is haha~

39. Most traumatic experience.
Never had one.  Unless you count the one that instilled a fear of older black men into me “traumatic”.  In that case, yeah.  having older men harass me, put their hands on me and ask me for sexual favours when I jad just turned the double digits doesn’t do well for one’s self-esteem.  I still can’t trust older black men.  

41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
“You’re a very beautiful young woman.” 

43. My relationship with my sibling(s).
Shitty

45. What I can hear right now.
The fan in my laptop going off.  The ceiling fan in my room running.  Crickets chirping.  And the clacking of my keyboard keys.

47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
For her to love me.  To love myself.  To be a better daughter.  To not have even been born.  For me to just go to sleep and never wake up. Uhh…that’s all I can think of for now.

49. Something I should have said a long time ago.

“I’m sorry.  I’m completely and utterly sorry for everything I have done to you and everything I will do to you.  Moreover, I love you.”

51. What I hate most about myself.
EVERYTHING.

53. What words upset me the most.

Don’t really have any.

14. What my greatest achievement is.

I don’t have one *shrug*

46. My biggest worry currently.

That I won’t be accepted for who I am.

fck-yeah-anthony:

• 1. Sexual orientation.
• 2. What I’m really bad at.
• 3. The one person whose arms I’d like to be in.
• 4. My best first date.
• 5. A description of my self-esteem.
• 6. Who my best friends are.
• 7. My favorite book.
• 8. Biggest turn-offs.
• 9. A description of my best friend.
• 10. My favorite animal.
• 11. Someone I miss.
• 12. The reason behind my last breakup.
• 13. What I did yesterday.
• 14. What my greatest achievement is.
• 15. A description of the person I dislike most.
• 16. My 5 favorite songs right now.
• 17. How my last kiss went down.
• 18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex.
• 19. All of the pets I’ve ever had.
• 20. Favorite flavor of ice cream.
• 21. The one place I want to be right now.
• 22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
• 23. Where I have lived before.
• 24. I’ll love you if…
• 25. What are my future plans?
• 26. An internal conflict I have with myself.
• 27. What I’m doing tomorrow.
• 28. What I want to be when I get older.
• 29. Most embarrassing moment.
• 30. Two of my insecurities.
• 31. What I would do if I won the lottery.
• 32. A description of the boy or girl I like.
• 33. What I love most about myself.
• 34. My biggest pet peeves.
• 35. What bands I’ve seen live.
• 36. How many kids I want in the future.
• 37. My idea of a perfect date.
• 38. What I’m really good at.
• 39. Most traumatic experience.
• 40. Where I would like to live.
• 41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
• 42. Do I like where I am now?
• 43. My relationship with my sibling(s).
• 44. All the pets I’ve ever had.
• 45. What I can hear right now.
• 46. My biggest worry currently.
• 47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
• 48. My relationship with my parents.
• 49. Something I should have said a long time ago.
• 50. What my last text message says.
• 51. What I hate most about myself.
• 52. Biggest turn-ons.
• 53. What words upset me the most.

dhuithedog:

askteamvalkyrie:

[[Coloured Lemon; sketch.  But honestly, I couldn’t be arsed to shade.  Still in my drawing slump, I guess]]

whhhhuuuuuttttt

[[Yuuuppp! Oh that’s right, you weren’t there.  I requested this ‘cause you were feelin’ sad and i thought a pic from your Bro would cheer you up.  But I was a derp and forgot to tell you.]]

caritashelianus:

Red - I love you.
Deep Red - I’m in love with you.
Pink - I could stay on your blog for hours.
Yellow - You’re amazing.
Peach - I miss you.
Blue - I want to get to know you.
Purple - You’re hot.
Brown - I would fuck you.
Green - I would date you.
Black - I hate you.
White - Delete your tumblr.
Violet - Go die

Totally trying this. o v o